Rolling Thoughts of a Bipolar Mind

With determination, I’m striving willfully
to discover the flames of my courage.
I wish to be spared this constant worry.
I struggle to press forward with action.
With heavy heart, I carry this burden.
I’m trying not to count all my losses.

I’m feeling blind and I’m hopelessly lost.
When shall I recover my willpower?
Time has me crushed and so overburdened.
I’m seeking your gentle encouragement.
I’m feeling terrible from my actions.
Please free me from all my ugly worries.

Your lack of regard is too worrisome.
I have way too much left for me to lose.
I struggle to press forward with action.
With determination, I’m striving willfully
even though I’m weary without courage.
Time has me crushed and so overburdened.

With heavy heart, I carry this burden.
I wish to be spared this constant worry.
I’m seeking your gentle encouragement.
I’m feeling blind and I’m hopelessly lost.
When shall I recover my willpower?
I’m feeling terrible from my actions.

I struggle to press forward with action.
Time has me crushed and so overburdened.
With determination, I’m striving willfully.
Please free me from all my ugly worries.
I’m trying not to count all my losses
to discover the flames of my courage.

I’m seeking your gentle encouragement.
I’m feeling terrible from my actions.
I’m feeling blind and I’m hopelessly lost.
Time has me crushed and so overburdened.
Your lack of regard is too worrisome.
When shall I recover my willpower?

Standing willful, I struggle for courage
but this worry of mine freezes action
since I’m just a burden and another loss.